Thursday, June 3, 2010

Jackhammers in paradise

Two construction sites, flanking either side of my building. 8:00 am to 6:00 pm. Banging, clanging, and the sound of jackhammers. In paradise.

Merely the sound of my own internal demons.

Even as I get ready to write what I'm about to write I think, oh, how crude and how melodramatic. But the toothsome demons I've been dealing with this past year and especially, these past weeks, well, they are powerful indeed. Not to be handled lightly.

LISTEN UP, MOTHERFUCKERS!

I AM DONE WITH YOU!

NOTHING YOU CAN DO WILL STOP ME BECAUSE I AM ENTIRELY COMMITTED TO FINISHING THIS BOOK. I AM HERE AND I WILL NEVER RUN AWAY.

LEAVE NOW AND NEVER RETURN!

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