Crush and Ganesh

Look who I saw yesterday: Ganesh! My friend M told me that he has a big head, telling you to think big and go beyond your limitations. Also, he has big ears, telling you to listen and follow what you hear.

I have a crush. He's a beautiful artist. I saw him looking at me. And hopefully he saw me looking at him. I gave him my phone number.

I wonder where the story goes from here.

Om Gum Ganapatayei Namaha
Salutations to Ganesh, remover of obstacles

Lust in the Leaflight

I don't have a lusty encounter - muddy, grass-stained, delicious, took place under these branches - to relate. Sorry. Tricked you. And here you are, reading my blog.

I am feeling lusty though. Spring, and a young woman's thoughts turn to...

Oh, come on! You'd all rather be gettin' some than whatever you're doing right now. All of you! Banging, balling, bonking, rolling in the hay, fucking, knocking boots, getting laid, gettin' busy, doin' the wild thing. Admit it!

Blue sky, red dress

What a glorious day. It was the first time my toes had seen sun in six months. My toes and I enjoyed dark chocolate ice cream sitting on a park bench, watching people stroll through the center of town. Watching bikers cruise by in leather.

I heard someone exclaim "oh my gay GOD!" in a very loud, very gay voice. (Was it the leather that prompted that?)

Later, I took myself out to dinner in The Red Dress. I sat in a room with a tree completely adorned in white Christmas lights. A chef I will call the Dessert Fiend tried valiantly to get me to eat cheesecake peach tart chocolate mousse cheese plate ANYTHING! But I was content with the wild mushroom soup and the perfect scallops and bok choy.

Life is coming back to Maine.

Sueño

It means dream.I am trusting my deepest instincts, which are telling me in no uncertain terms to go to Mexico right now. I just don't think I'd be pushed towards something that would hurt me. That kind of fearlessness is how this artist has to live her life.

"I just can't live my dream and be myself...because something bad will happen!!!"

No, no, no.

I am writing the story as I go along and the next chapters are all about sun, sand, sass, senses, surrender, sexuality, spring, summer...sueño. Notice how the sound of "S" is like the ocean?

I know I will be safe and welcomed wherever I roam.

Happy Spring Equinox, all!