I've talked to a number of friends lately who are teetering on the brink of their dreams. It's like an outbreak or something. Everyone's looking to mutiny, make a jailbreak from the mundane.
What does it take to make it happen, get through the confusion, stop feeling so awful? they ask.
It takes an unswerving commitment to dig into your heart and then follow what's there. No matter what.
Be fearless. You must not let your doubts and fears stop you. Money, time, security, grief, loneliness, your past: these are excuses. See them for what they are. Illusions. Trust me. They are just illusions to be blown away like smoke, no matter how big they seem. I KNOW this.
So you've been scared before. Bankrupt before. Hurt before. Someone stomped your heart. Someone trapped you, ignored you, beat you down. Broke you. You feel like you fucked up. You did fuck up. Me, too. So what? So what? Do it anyway.
How do you figure out what you want? Ask yourself: What brings me bliss?
Start moving in the direction of your dreams and trust me, you'll be supported. I KNOW this, too.
Who am I? A woman that will never stop. I want to keep traveling, tasting, exploring the world, people, adventures, all the range of emotions and senses. I make my own rules. I will have a home base next to the ocean but I will always be on the move somehow. I'm a writer and will always be. I'm going to go to massage school one day. I have so much to share and I will do it, blissfully and without reserve. I am ready - despite my fears! - to have a fiercely / gently passionate relationship with a fellow traveler who takes one look at me and can say,
WOW. I want some more of you. As much as possible. Starting right now. Been waiting for this all my life, baby.
Oh, yum.
I will follow this path even at the risk of death because it's the only way I can live.
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